stepping away

I'm annoyed about how many stories you've told me.
You are defined by one thing and its sad.
I'm tired of telling you the same thing over and over again.
I'm annoyed that I've heard this story 5 times today.
You need to focus on yourself and not others.
Stop acting like a child and be a grown up.
I'm bored of the only thing you talk about.

...my patience is wearing thin.


Sometimes in life, you just need to step away. Sometimes in life, people annoy you (yes even your family and friends). Sometimes in life, its stressful. I'm currently feeling that way, with work, with friends and with family. Is it personal? Absolutely (err probably) not. Do I need to step away? Yes. My mother always said "if you don't have anything nice to say, say nothing at all". and frankly, I already feel like being honest gets me in trouble. So I've decided for that starting next week on Monday, I will be stepping away so to speak. Yes I'll still go to class and yes I'll still go to volleyball, but that's it. I just want me time. Thankfully, Erich will be out of town so I'll really be able to just hang out with myself and process some stuff. I'm not depressed or angry, I just need to decompress from life. that's all :)