Have you seen my motivation?

The past couple of months, i've just felt off. Not in a horrible medical way or I'm super depressed kind of way. Just that I can't seem to find the motivation to get everything done and that maybe I'm kinda lazy (true story!). I read a running blog (http://devonrunning.tumblr.com/) when I have nothing to do at work and this chick makes me look like a lazy bum. Seriously, she means business! I read one of her posts about all of the things she did in a day and afterwards I felt very inadequate and lazy. Granted, her life is fairly different from mine. I'm trying to balance work, school, being a good gf, being a good friend and trying to please myself. It's not like I go home from work and sit on the couch for the rest of the night. I go home and do more work and I don't ever feel like I'm ahead or even caught up on the things I need to do. here is an example of what I did Monday & tuesday of last week:

Monday:

6:20 AM: Woke up 
6:25 AM: Cooked breakfast for Erich
6:40 AM: Showered
6:55 AM: Got ready for work
7:30 AM: Went to work
1:00 PM: Worked out on lunch
5:00 PM: Came home
5:20 PM: Did dishes
6:00 PM: Cooked dinner, ate & cleaned up dishes
7:30 PM: Studied for an hour
8:30 PM: Played fetch with the dog outside
9:00 PM: Got ready for bed
9:30 PM: Read my school book
10:00 PM: Lights out

Tuesday:

6:00 AM: Showered
6:20 AM: Make breakfast for Erich
6:30 AM: Blow dry & straighten/curl hair
6:45 AM: Jump on the bed and wake erich up and tell the dog to give him kisses
7:00 AM: finish getting ready for work
7:30 AM: leave to go to work
1:00 PM: walked on lunch
2:00 PM: back to work
5:00 PM: leave work to go run errands
5:45 PM: arrive early to class so I can get a parking spot
6:00 - 9:00 PM: class
9:15 PM: drive home and attempt to catch the last bit of New Girl
9:45 PM: get ready for bed
10:00 PM: lights out

and that has been my life for the past couple of months. never a real break to just sit a read a book I want to read. never enough time do some crafts. never enough time to actually finish my craft/office/guest bedroom. I'm honestly so relieved to be done from school and I'm hoping my motivation can "reset" itself because for the next week I am FREE! Free from school and on tuesday the 15th, I will be here:

My favorite city on earth, hugging my favorite (and only) parents and laughing/drinking/shopping/sleep overing with my favorite best friends (you know who you are). I am beyond excited to slow down and enjoy all of my favorites for 4.5 days. Seriously, I am so excited I want to do a jig, yell from the rooftops, spin in circles and do flying leaps all over. I am THAT excited and that is how bad I NEED this!

to kick of celebration of freedom for a week, I will be celebrating with copious amounts of beer and maybe a hot dog or two *please do not mention me trying to loose/maintain my new weight or i might have to give you a swift kick where the sun don't shine*.

Cheers to drinking my weight in beer and resetting my motivation in my favorite city with my favorite people!

Nic