Someday Somehow

As I walk out slowly into the darkness,
with the only light that is false,
i can hear nothing. nothing but my own
nothing but my own senses, heart beat and breath
as i grasp this feeling of solitary,
in the dark quite world that i'm in
it feels like a new life
something so inexperienced that it should be treasured,
held closely to your heart
to remember again, someday somehow

A poem I wrote while I sat outside at 330 am taking a break from studying, i may or may not have been hallucinating from the lack of sleep. I oddly found the darkness of the night so soothing to my soul. It actually kinda makes me want to stay up that late more often...kinda :)

Well ive finished two of three finals! I'll be finishing up the last one hopefully by wednesday and then ill be done for the term. I don't think i've ever been so relieved to be done with a term. This term has just completely broken down my soul and heart. I can have a life again, I can paint again, I can run more often, I can sleep (my personal fav!), I can play with my friends again! FREEDOM! I can taste it on the tip of my tongue

Upcoming events/things I'm excited for:
Getting my haircut today
Ryan Seacrests graduation party on friday(not the real Seacrest!)
Possibly going to Kahneetah with miss annalee on sunday
SUN
Seacrests actuall graduation ceremony
Hopefully eating cheeseburgers with John at some point
Miss annalee's bday party at the beach
ALASKA ADVENTURE
Holly coming into town to shoot with The Pimpest of Pimps

LIFE IS GOOD